usatvline Chapter 113 But wanton death is easy
Chapter 113 But wanton death is easy
In that case... then... I'll just give you my life...
In fact, the last straw that breaks the camel's back often happens inadvertently and is most easily overlooked, just like her.
Just a few days ago, her mother's conversation with a relative, which really broke the camel's back in her heart...
I forgot who started it first, but when Lu Yunchu came out with a fruit plate, he heard the following conversation:
"Disobedient children are smart, while obedient children are not. Isn't this normal?" said the relative.
"That's right. Some people are neither obedient nor smart. We don't know how they grew up or who they take after." Her mother made a veiled complaint.
The relative knew who the mother was talking about. He glanced at the girl who came out with a look of disdain.
There is a saying circulating on the Internet: your in-laws' attitude towards you depends on your husband's attitude towards you. The same applies here.
Her relatives' attitude towards her depends on her mother's attitude towards her.
"Why are you still standing there? You have no shame at all!"
Along with the mother's voice, Lu Yunchu's fleeing figure also disappeared, looking extremely embarrassed.
……
In fact, before that day, after being scolded by her mother for something, she wanted to die to end it all, but her inner concern for her family made her give up this idea.
In fact, the cause of the incident was very simple, but it was not simple at all. The college entrance examination was only half a year away, and she was very anxious.
The teacher was very responsible. Seeing that she was under a lot of pressure, she found time to talk to her and comforted the girl.
But the time she chose was very unfortunate. Just after that class, her mother sent a message to her head teacher, asking her what she was doing at the moment.
The head teacher was no longer surprised by this kind of thing, but still felt that the parent's behavior was too extreme. Thinking that the parent was worried about his daughter's studies, he still went to the class to take a look.
Seeing the girl in the classroom, the head teacher thought that the girl had gone to the toilet and told the parents. He thought the parents would hang up the phone voluntarily, but he heard the parent say that he wanted to wait for the girl to come back.
Unexpectedly, the girl had not returned to the classroom when class started. From the parent's voice, he sounded very angry.
In order to calm the parent's emotions, and considering that the girl had always been very obedient, the head teacher said he would go look for the girl. As a result, the parent immediately hung up the phone.
Later we learned that the girl was only called to the office. Although a message was sent to the parent and an explanation was given, the girl was still scolded by her mother after she returned home.
The head teacher and the subject teachers didn't know about these things, and Lu Yunchu didn't tell anyone. She knew that her mother's anger was not really because of these things, but because of the secret buried in her heart.
She let her mother vent her anger. It didn't matter if she was scolded a few times, as long as her mother was happy.
That day, in order to calm her mother, she secretly cooked a meal that her mother liked. Knowing that her mother was out, she went to find her mother and had dinner with her. Unexpectedly, she accidentally overheard such a conversation.
When her mother came back, she saw that she had wiped away her tears, but her eyes were still red. Her mother obviously noticed it, but she didn't care at all.
"All you do is mess around all day long! I can raise a pig better than you!"
"If you really have time, then get your grades to the top! Stop doing useless things every day! You just want to hang out, don't you?"
"..."
This mother used all the bad words in the world to scold her daughter.
……
When Lu Yunchu jumped down from the top floor, he didn't hesitate at all, really.
It is difficult for people to live wantonly, but it is easy to die wantonly.
Everything around her had nothing to do with her, and all the joys and sorrows of others had nothing to do with her. It was like this when she was alive, and it was also like this after she died.
When she was alive, the words she heard most from her mother were "you have to be sensible", "you have to get first place", "you have to know what you should do", etc.
But, I have never heard "You must be happy"...
If you can’t hear it when you are alive, what hope is there for you when you die?
……
Feng Yuan could feel Lu Yunchu's suffocation, as if she was experiencing the same thing. She obviously didn't know this girl and had never had her experience, but it seemed as if it was happening to her.
"If you don't have hope, why do you want to extinguish it yourself?"
At this time, the crowd was surging, and Song Dongye noticed that the girl next to him seemed to be emotionally unstable. Thinking of the scene he had just seen, he realized that a strong woman like Feng Yuan was also a girl.
"Junior sister, you don't have to worry about these things, just leave them to the police, they will take care of it," Song Dongye said when he saw something for sale in front of him, "Let's not think about those things, just eat something, it can bring you happiness!"
Are you happy? She seemed to have really become that girl for a moment. It is said that people's joys and sorrows are not the same, but she can feel it clearly.
The hope for maternal love may be an important reason why she has persisted, but the endless blows from her mother over the past decade have really made her lose all her illusions.
She was isolated by everyone, isolated by the world, and imprisoned by her mother. She huddled in a tiny corner, letting the world wither away.
She got one that looked like a rabbit shape, pink and tender, and looked very cute.
The clothes seemed to be pulled lightly, very lightly, like an illusion. Feng Yuan turned around and saw that it was the little girl.
It seemed that after her soul was liberated, she had lost the ability to feel pain. I don’t know if it was because of the defect in her soul or something else, but the girl had a sweet smile on her face at the moment.
It was clean and tidy, just like the cute rabbit in her hand, soft and chewy.
The girl's soul was already in tatters, but her face could still be seen clearly. The tearing of various parts had changed the girl's soul.
"Does it hurt?" Feng Yuan asked softly.
"What?" Song Dongye asked in surprise. What hurts? Where does it hurt?
"Are you hurt?" He asked anxiously.
"No."
Although she was interrupted, the girl seemed very patient and strong. She waved her hands. I don’t know if it was because she couldn’t speak, but she didn’t say a word.
Feng Yuan sighed softly and placed her boneless fingers gently on the girl's body. The girl seemed to feel something and moved a little closer.
Spiritual energy flowed from Feng Yuan's fingertips to the girl, and the girl's broken soul recovered at a speed visible to the naked eye!