usatvline Chapter 488: Day 484 of Being a Boss (End)
Chapter 488: Day 484 of Being a Boss (End)
"Finally, I want to thank one more person. He is my spiritual pillar, my anchor, my harbor..." Xu Yisong paused after speaking, and looked behind him in the knowing eyes of everyone. The emotions surging in his eyes could no longer be hidden, nor did they need to be hidden: "My love, the lover I swear to be with for the rest of my life."
She did not bring Quan Zhilong onto the stage, but simply confessed her feelings in the most straightforward words.
"Everyone knows that I still owe him half a song." Xu Yisong turned his head and looked back to the front. "Today is the day to meet everyone, but I have a little selfish motive. I want to finish the half song I owe him here."
In fact, she had completed this song a long time ago. In that empty dream, even if she couldn't remember it clearly, she had somehow finished writing it.
Maybe the eyes at that time were too deep, or maybe I have never really forgotten them.
There was a piano in the center of the stage, which was a prop used in the previous performance. Xu Yisong sat in front of the piano and played the song that Yu Chenxi had given her.
Even though she had only heard it once, and it was only a half-finished song that was even more half-finished than what the audience heard at the last performance, the melody of the song had already been imprinted in her heart through repeated recollections in her dreams.
"Beautiful voice,
This dreamlike encounter,
I heard you first.
The crowded street corner,
Bright eyes,
It makes my heart flutter..."
This is a confession from Quan Zhilong.
“I don’t know when,
Someone quietly moved into my heart.
Deep gaze,
All in all,
Everything becomes pale and powerless after meeting you.
I have lost my way.
My heart feels desolate.
But a voice told me,
He will always love me.”
Black and white piano keys, simple and clean notes, and a narration as slow as a stream, about a love story of a coward turning into a brave man.
"Only once,
I told myself,
I fell in love with someone,
Even if the heart is desolate,
But love lasts forever.
Stay.
Destined partner,
My peace of mind,
My utopia.
This love is dangerous.
Fear is a lie,
Worry about gaining and losing.
But, don't worry,
you should know,
that I won't go
......"
This was Xu Yisong’s response.
This unfinished product finally became a complete song in the end, just like their love, which was indispensable and perfect from then on.
The movement of her hands stopped, and the sound of the piano slowly faded away.
The entire venue became extremely quiet, and Xu Yisong even felt that he could hear his own heartbeat.
As an artist, it is actually quite risky to confess your lover in front of your fans in front of tens of thousands of people, but if it is Heo Yisong and Kwon Ji-yong, it becomes the easiest thing.
Because this isn't the first time.
No one would question their love after what they had been through.
Xu Yisong gently closed the piano cover, but his heart was not as calm as it seemed. His heart was beating so fast that it seemed like it was going to jump out of his chest.
Just then cheers broke out from the audience. Many voices overlapped each other, but Xu Yisong still heard them clearly.
That was a blessing for her.
Xu Yisong stood up and walked to the front of the stage and said softly, "Thank you."
Her Binkys are truly the most wonderful people in the world.
The concert was about to end here. For the encore session, which was supposed to be for fans to request songs, the fans did not make any requests to Xu Yisong. Instead, several fan representatives suddenly stood up with microphones.
This part was beyond Xu Yisong's expectations.
She didn't know that there would be such a segment in her concert.
Those holding the microphones were all big fans of Xu Yisong and were also responsible for organizing daily fan activities. They organized other fans to prepare a gift for Xu Yisong.
"Bunny, we should be grateful for your presence in our lives." After one of the fans said this, the whole audience sang in unison, singing the most familiar melodies of Xu Yisong, "Miracle Encounter" and "Stars and Gravity". They are all songs Xu Yisong wrote for his fans.
During the encore session of the concert, fans responded to Xu Yisong's gratitude in their own way, and also expressed their gratitude and love.
At the end, Xu Yisong heard them say to him, "Be happy!"
"Yes, I will be happy." Xu Yisong bent down and bowed deeply to everyone, and said with gratitude: "Thank you for your love, thank you for our meeting!"
As soon as she finished speaking, thousands of paper cranes fell from the sky with snowflakes. These paper cranes also came from every Binky. Since Xu Yisong fell into a coma, each paper crane carried everyone's love and longing for Bunny. At this moment, this longing fell like a tide, surrounding Xu Yisong.
She raised her hand to catch one, and waved to everyone who loved her: "Today, tomorrow and in the future. Please continue to accompany me and move forward!"
"Good night, sweet dreams!"
【End of text】
This is the end of this article. It may be a little sudden, but just like life, separation always appears in the most unexpected place, and no one will realize that this is actually the end before it comes.
I really appreciate your company. From April to November, it was a long time. There were many times when I wanted to give up, but every time I saw your comments, I was motivated to continue writing. Sometimes I am really grateful, grateful that I finished writing this article, and grateful to meet you all here.
The original intention of writing this article was actually just because I wanted to redeem myself.
2024 was a very difficult year for me. I lost a lot in this year, my job, my relationship, my kitten... my life was a mess.
I don’t know when my mood started to go wrong. I suddenly felt depressed, as if I was pressed down by a rock, and even breathing became difficult.
It's not a sudden pain or a very strong feeling. It's like a drizzle, invading little by little, stuffy and bitter, but when I want to talk about it, I find that I can't say it, and there is no one to talk to.
No one noticed, not even I myself at first, because these emotions are not always there, they are just for a moment, very short-lived, hidden among all my emotions, maybe not even one-tenth of them.
Until one day I had some bad thoughts, and even simulated them unconsciously in my mind. Looking at the rolling river, I even wondered what would happen if I jumped in?
It was just a moment, but I knew something was wrong with me. I went to see a doctor and took medicine, but nothing worked. During the day, I was still like a normal person, but the string around my heart was getting tighter and tighter, making me more and more uncomfortable. I couldn't find a solution, but I didn't want to give in. Life still tied me up.
I never thought that my youth would suddenly break into my life again one day.
One day I wanted to find something to do, so I took out all my books. Among the pile of books, I found a lot of things from the past, including comic books I bought when I was in junior high school, various comic peripherals, and posters of stars I used to chase.
Then I saw a very short confession of youth in it. Perhaps it should not be called a confession, but rather it was the gratitude of a little girl who encountered setbacks at that time to the person who had never met but who truly helped her.
It was during this process that this story was born.
At the beginning it was not so complete, just some fragments without a beginning or an end. At that time I didn’t think about really writing anything, let alone publishing it. I just thought of writing down all kinds of messy little stories.
But after writing down those messy emotions, I suddenly felt that I had gained a brief peace.
It was at this time that I decided to write this fanfiction. It probably took me almost two weeks from the time I decided to write it to the time I actually started writing it.
Because I wanted to write a complete story, not just a simple essay, I listed seven or eight characters of the heroine, and various stories. Then I went to research various things in Korean entertainment, wanting to make this story beautiful and close to reality.
I try my best to make the characters I write fit the real-life prototypes. After all, they are not just people I like, but people that many people have liked.
No matter they are the protagonist or the supporting character, I hope they can have a complete life in the world I created. Even if it ends, they will not just stop at “the prince and princess lived happily together from then on”.
Sometimes I wonder if there really is a parallel world, or if my writing is a world. So when I create characters, I always think more and try to make them fuller and more complete. Even if my story ends, they will continue to live their own lives in this world.
Just like that, I wrote the outline and the character biographies, and this story came into being.
G-Dragon is special to me, even though Korean entertainment has produced generations of people, even though he is not the most handsome one, even though I don’t have a good impression of Korea, and even though his characteristics can accurately hit my sore spot in anyone else (for example, smoking, I am allergic to smoke, I will hold my breath and run ten meters away if I see him on the street). This kind of bad-looking man is the kind I will definitely avoid if I meet him.
But I still like him, the kind of love that makes me smile when I see him, the kind of love that allows me to ignore many things and only look at his eyes.
He will always mean something different to me, even if we will never have any intersection. This is probably the meaning of being a fan.
I am grateful that he appeared in my life and saved me once again when I was most sad.
This article has many shortcomings, and I have seen some people say that it is too idealistic. I have never really met any of them, and of course it is impossible for me to really understand them. This is just my fantasy world, but I think since it is all fantasy, I will just write it according to my own thoughts.
In fact, many times the plot did not go according to my original settings, but it felt like it should be like this.
I am willing to believe that there really is such a parallel world, there is such a girl named bunny, there is a utopian company called FYH. Everyone lives well, all regrets can be made up, and everyone can pursue their dreams freely and happily.
And I, and we, are just people passing through their lives, and then occasionally glimpsing a corner of their happiness.
Unlike my heroine, I am a very timid person who is easily influenced by the outside world. At first, I didn’t dare to read the comments because I was afraid that seeing bad comments would really make me feel bad for a long time. But I was lucky to meet a group of angels.
Later, every time I couldn’t continue writing and had the thought of giving up, I would read the comments everyone left for me (sometimes I would get anxious if I saw a familiar ID not appearing for a long time, wondering if they had stopped following the article, hahaha, although I didn’t interact much with everyone, I read every comment carefully), and then I would instantly feel full of strength. So I am really grateful to everyone.
There are some unfinished stories that will be written in the postscript, and there will be several extra chapters later. I don’t know how many they are, so you can look forward to it.
There is also the new book about the sub-CP derived from this world that I mentioned before, which will most likely be on this platform. I have read a lot, but I really can't find a suitable place. But I am still a little worried. A fan fiction I liked was banned not long ago, and I don't know why. Sometimes I am worried that mine will be the same.
I chose this place because everyone can read my articles for free, and I can also earn some extra income. It's not like I've wasted my time and effort and earned nothing. I'm doing this purely for the love of it.
I hope fate will be kind to me.
good night.