usatvline Chapter 386 Pan Er wakes up
Chapter 386 Pan Er wakes up
The officials' wives came over one after another. Before Bei Jingchu and his party set off, Lei Paner handed in a note, wanting to meet Lei Nianer.
The Lei family members had already set off halfway, and only the servants were left in the mansion.
As soon as Lei Pan'er arrived, she knelt down in front of Lei Nian'er, grabbed her skirt and begged, "Eldest sister, can you take me away?"
"Please, take me to the capital."
"I can't continue living in my husband's house."
She apologized tearfully: "Before, I was blinded by greed and didn't listen to my elder sister's advice."
"I thought my eldest sister was biased because she had never been married. When we had a big conflict and returned to her parents' home, she was prejudiced against my husband."
"Now that I think about it, it's my eldest sister who sees things clearly and has seen through him."
When Lei Nian'er saw this situation, she knew that Lei Pan'er had been wronged again in her husband's family.
But having been backstabbed so deeply before, Lei Nian'er did not dare to agree outright.
The girl kneeling on the ground looked up and repented as she looked at her face.
"I know I am confused. My father has always favored Lei Nan'er since I was a child."
"Later, my eldest sister and youngest brother were added."
"The rest of us sisters grew up being neglected."
She pulled aside the loose hair on her forehead, revealing a conspicuous scar.
"My eldest sister and I both experienced difficult times under Lei Nan'er's hands, and we both have similar scars on our bodies."
This was caused by Lei Naner pushing her against the corner of the table.
She cried, "No one ever loved me before I got married."
"My mother loves me, but she can't protect me."
"She can't even protect herself."
She recalled the panic and sweetness of her wedding night.
"For the first time, I was held tightly in a safe embrace. I felt cherished, like I myself had suddenly become a very precious person."
"Rather than being dispensable and forever ignored."
"I'm too greedy for that feeling. I really want someone to love me."
"Then the romantic moments were over and he changed."
"I thought I was doing something wrong, and I thought if I did better, he would be able to return to the way he was before."
Lei Paner slowly lowered her head and tried to bury her face in her sister's legs.
She didn't push her away.
The heavy stone in Lei Paner's heart fell halfway, as if she had found something to rely on.
She continued to talk about her past confusion, and whispered, "I didn't know how to make him love me again, so I naively thought of exchanging my true love for his true love."
"As long as I treat him well, he will find out my goodness and love me again like when we first got married."
"Love me as you love your new aunt."
After a pause, when talking about the concubine again, Lei Pan'er did not have any resentment, but instead felt pity.
"Not long after, the aunt he held in his hands was also abandoned and thrown into the desolate yard to fend for herself."
"That's such a beautiful lady that I feel sorry for her."
"I thought I was not beautiful enough to keep his heart, but even such a beauty could not keep his heart."
"Love is as deep as the knees, and evil is as deep as the abyss. He turns around and holds another woman in his heart."
Lei Paner said with disgust, "He just gets tired of the old and loves the new. He always loves the new beauty."
Her pleading eyes came to her senses, and she said sadly, "Eldest sister, can you give me another chance?"
Lei Nian'er looked her over.
After all, she had rested for a while, and she no longer looked as pale as a ghost as she did when she had just had the miscarriage.