Chapter 162 No One Blames You
Chapter 162 No One Blames You
Song Zhiyan was caught off guard by this attack.
His subconscious reaction was to push the other person out.
However, when his fingers touched the other person's body, he felt that the person in his arms was trembling slightly.
"You...you're crying?"
Song Zhili hugged him at this moment as if he was hugging all of himself.
He said in a hoarse voice: "Brother, I was wrong. I am sorry for you and my master. It's all because of me. If it weren't for me, you wouldn't have died..."
Song Zhiyan didn't know about his past, let alone who the brother he was talking about was.
But now that he is standing in front of him, he has no choice but to take on the role of his older brother.
He hesitated for a long moment before forcing himself to hug the other person back.
"Ali, I'm not dead. I'm still here."
"And your master is not dead either. Do you want to stay here forever and never go out?"
Song Zhili shook his head, and the hands that were holding the other person were getting tighter and tighter, as if he was afraid that the person in front of him would suddenly disappear.
In this dark and cold place, his brother's appearance was warmer to him than the sunshine.
"It's dark and cold here, I can't see anything...Brother, I want to go out, I don't want to stay here, it's so scary..."
Song Zhiyan patted his back gently, trying to make his tone sound gentler.
"Don't be afraid, I'll take you out and everything will be fine."
Song Zhili shook his head again, "I can't get out. I can't see the exit. Brother, he said he doesn't blame me, but he must be extremely disappointed in me, right?"
As soon as he finished speaking, he suddenly pushed away the person in front of him.
Because on the road ahead, the figure of the master appeared before his eyes again.
"I killed him with my own hands. He didn't hear my explanation. He is blaming me. He must be blaming me."
Song Zhili held his head and slowly squatted on the ground.
The reason why he couldn't get rid of the nightmare for so long was simply because he had never let go of the mistakes he had made.
He couldn't forgive himself. He couldn't accept that the deaths of his brother and master were all caused by him.
"I deserve this, no one can save me."
"What's funny is that I said before that I would always stand by his side, but what happened? In the end, I was the first person to kill him..."
Song Zhiyan frowned and said, "Whether it's me or him, has anyone of us ever said anything to blame you?"
He pulled the man up from the ground, then raised his hands and held the man's face.
"Look into my eyes, Song Zhili. None of us has ever blamed you. Only when you forgive yourself can you truly walk out of this place."
Song Zhili looked at the other person's eyes in confusion. It was obviously a simple sentence, but it was so puzzling to him now.
"I myself... forgive myself?"
He shook his head, tears welling up in his eyes again, “Brother, how can I forgive, can you tell me?”
Song Zhiyan asked gently, "Does A Li like this place?"
Song Zhili immediately replied: "No, I don't like it here at all!"
"Then do you still remember that last time in the Magical Beast Forest, you said you wanted to go home with me? As long as Ali is willing, brother will take you home now."
Song Zhili asked in disbelief: "Brother, you...are you serious? Are you finally willing to take me home?"
Song Zhiyan nodded seriously, "Of course it's true, but if A Li doesn't want to leave here, brother can't take you back."
"I am willing!"
Song Zhili has waited for this day for too long.
He once lost his brother on the way home, and since then he has lost his way and became a child who can't even return home.
In countless nightmares over the years, he never stopped fantasizing about his brother holding his hand and going home together.
"Brother, I'm going with you. Please don't leave me again. I'm scared..."
He was afraid that the person in front of him was just another illusion of his own.
As long as he touches them lightly, the other person will immediately turn around and disappear, leaving him behind.
Fortunately, his dream was not shattered, because this time it was his brother who took the initiative to hold his hand.
Song Zhiyan touched his head and said, "Hold on tight."
With tears in his eyes, Song Zhili nodded like a good baby.
Hold on tight, this time I really caught it, and hold on tight.
However, just as Song Zhiyan was about to walk towards the crack, the man behind him suddenly gasped.
"what happened?"
Song Zhili frowned slightly and said, "Brother, I can't seem to move my legs..."
Before the other party could say anything, he panicked and said, "What should I do, brother? I may not be able to get out!"
"..."
Song Zhiyan sighed silently. What sin had he committed in his previous life that he had to bow his head and compromise in front of this guy again and again in this life?
After sighing, he bent down and picked up the person in front of him horizontally.
"As long as you want to get out, there are many ways."
The most difficult thing to deal with is that the other party is unwilling.
Song Zhili was also surprised that his brother would just carry him away, but besides being shocked, he felt more heartwarming.
He nestled in the other's arms and smiled, a rare moment.
"Brother, it's good to have you here."
……
At this time, outside the room, Nanyu and Xiyu were sitting at a table drinking wine leisurely.
Nan Yu was eating a plate of melon seeds and feeling so comfortable.
"Ever since I found out that the Lord still had life, everything I ate tasted delicious!"
Xiyu couldn't help but roll her eyes at him, "Luckily you didn't really kill Young Master Song that day, otherwise I wonder how you would explain to the Lord then."
At this point, Nan Yu couldn't help but shudder, "Don't make it sound so scary, Young Master Song is still fine, and I was so angry at the time, the Lord should understand, right?"
"Understanding is bullshit. Your sword strike almost broke his hand. I guess when the Lord returns, your hand will be engraved on a monument by itself."
"Pah, pah, pah! What nonsense are you talking about? The Lord is not as petty as you say..."
Regardless of whether the other party believes this statement or not, first of all, he himself does not have the confidence to say it.
Xiyu snorted coldly and continued to drink his wine.
During this month, not only Song Zhili had a hard time, but even his two subordinates had no appetite and could not sleep at night.
Fortunately, Beiyu and Dongyu are not here now, otherwise there would be two more people crying.
It is a miracle among miracles that Yu Qianlin can be reborn with the help of an ice lotus.
He has more important things to do in this life, so how could he die at this critical moment?
The four jades of southeast, northwest, northeast and southwest are all gods who reincarnated into the human world to assist Yu Qianlin.
Whether in the past or now, Yu Qianlin is a very important person in their hearts.
This is also the reason why Xiyu and Nanyu were so sad after each other's death.
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