Chapter 812
Chapter 812
Maybe I really regarded myself as my godmother's biological daughter, so that in my dreams, the image of my mother directly turned into that of my godmother.
However, my godmother looked exactly like how I imagined my mother would look.
Gentle, tolerant, fragrant and sweet, it makes me feel warm and safe.
But why did another character appear in my dream?
This person, if it is according to the situation in the dream, he should be mine...
dad?
But my father is obviously Lin Youde. Although I don’t want to acknowledge him, he is indeed my biological father.
I don’t know where my biological mother is now, and I don’t know if she has remarried or not, or if I will have a stepfather, but currently my only father is Lin Youde.
I have no other father.
It is even more impossible to have a father with such a gentle and soft voice.
In the dream, he and my mother had such a good relationship, they were so loving and sweet, and he was very doting on me too. We were such a sweet and happy family.
It's absolutely, absolutely my dream home.
Immediately, I couldn't help but smile bitterly.
Isn't that just a dream?
Only in my dreams do I have such a complete and happy family, with a gentle and tolerant mother, a father as gentle as jade, and a warm and happy family atmosphere.
Perhaps, it is not just Ono who longs for a complete and happy family, I also long for it deep in my heart, and that is why I have such a dream.
I also longed for fatherly love, but the reality is that I will never get it. I only have a father like Lin Youde who ruthlessly abandoned me and tried every means to use me.
Because I can't have such a father in reality, I create such a wonderful father for myself in my dreams.
"What did you dream just now? In the dream, I seemed to hear you calling me mom." My godmother didn't rush me. She just held me, with her palms against my cheeks, gently stroking my face with her fingertips. She asked softly with a smile in her eyes.
"I dreamed about you." I put my palm on the back of her hand and just watched her smile quietly. "I dreamed that you were my mother when I was a child, holding me in your arms and coaxing me to sleep."
There was a hint of surprise in my godmother's eyes. Her eyes lit up, and the joy and tenderness in her eyes intertwined together. She hugged me tighter.
I put my head on her chest, her body fragrance wrapped around me, I heard her rapid heartbeat, and her slightly nervous and dry voice: "I am your mother! Xuxu is my child, my big baby! You slept in my arms when you were a child."
Yes, godmother is my mother. She loves me more than my biological mother. I am her pampered and doted baby.
But I didn't sleep in her arms when I was a child. I grew up in my grandmother's arms.
I think I reminded my godmother of her past. She thought of her missing daughter and the time she spent taking care of her, so she reacted like this.
I was afraid that she would be sad, so I gently patted my godmother's back with my palm and said, "Yes, I slept in my godmother's arms when I was a child. My godmother loved me so much that she even ignored my godfather for me."
"Godfather?" As soon as I said this, my godmother was stunned.
She let go of me a little and looked at me in surprise: "Did you dream about him?"
"I don't know if it was him in my dream, but I felt his voice was so gentle, and he had a very good relationship with my godmother, like sweet as honey." I teased her with a smile.
But only after I said this did I suddenly react.
In the dream, I was a baby, and my godmother was obviously still young, but she and Mr. Zhang were remarried, so it certainly could not be him who was with her at that time.
But, the man before my godmother.
The surprise in my godmother's eyes turned into loneliness, and the light in her eyes dimmed little by little. The smile on her face slowly faded from the initial bright and happy smile, becoming forced, and finally almost floating on her face.
I panicked and sat up from my godmother's arms. I wanted to comfort her, but I was at a loss at the moment. My tongue seemed to be paralyzed by anesthesia and I stammered, "Godmother, I, I think, the person I dreamed of must be my godfather, and, and I..."
"I'm very happy, Xuxu. I'm very happy that Xuxu dreamed about me. This means that our relationship has become closer. This is a good thing. I'm just a little too happy." But my godmother gently held my hand, smiled again, and pulled me out of the car. "Let's go home and sleep. Mom is a little sleepy too. Let's take a nap together."
My godmother really loves me. She is always so gentle and tolerant to me, and always brings me warmth and happiness.
Even if I said something wrong and made her think of sad things, she not only didn't care about it, but also comforted me.
God still favors me. Knowing that I have always wanted a mother like this, he sent my godmother to me.
I followed my godmother out of the car and walked into the yard, but I couldn't help but think back to the dream I had before.
If only God would bless me again and give me a father who is so gentle and kind and loves me...
As soon as this thought came to my mind, I couldn't help laughing at myself. You are too greedy, Meng Nanxu. You want everything. God will despise you for your greed.
Where can I find such a gentle and kind father? In fact, Master Zhang is already very good.
Or, I would be very happy as long as this despicable and shameless man Lin Youde disappears completely from my life.
When my godmother and I walked into the central courtyard, we heard a burst of lively laughter coming from the direction of the warm room.
"Hey, are there guests at home?" Zhang Tingyuan also noticed the movement over there, and curiously glanced in the direction of the warm room, and then quickly recognized the voice, "From the sound, it seems that Jiahao is here. Mom, you and sister go to the inner courtyard first, I'll go say hello to them."
Zhang Jiahao?
I haven't heard this name for a long time and was a little surprised when I first heard it.
In the past, Zhang Jiahao always pestered Wu Ling, but later, no one knew what method Wu Ling used, and Zhang Jiahao had not appeared for a long time.
I didn't expect him to show up at my godmother's private residence at this time.
But I soon understood that Zhang Jiahao called Zhang Tingyuan Sixth Uncle. He was the grandson of Mr. Zhang and might have come to visit his elders during the weekend.
My godmother was a little tired at this moment. She waved to Zhang Tingyuan and took me to the inner courtyard.
I took a nap with my godmother. I had already taken a nap in the car, but now I was lying next to my godmother on the soft big bed, but I couldn't fall asleep.
But my godmother was sleeping soundly. In order not to disturb her rest, I did not get up or play with my phone. I just stayed quietly beside her with my eyes closed.
It is a rare rest to just close my eyes and try to fall asleep. My consciousness gradually becomes hazy and I am about to fall asleep.
At this moment, I felt my godmother's body tremble suddenly and she cried out: "Mingrui, no, we can't give up, I must find the baby!"
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