Chapter 920
Chapter 920
It was a kiss.
It was after I was drugged and wrapped around Zhou Hanzhi's body, and in that intense moment, he left a kiss mark on me.
My heart was pounding and my fingertips were almost trembling as I tore open the collar of my pajamas. In the mirror, I closed my eyes in despair and wrinkled the collar with my fingertips.
The kiss mark is not just the one above the collarbone, there is also a patch below the collar, dotted with stars.
I was absent-minded when I was taking a shower last night and didn't notice these things at all. I didn't look in the mirror, so I didn't notice them. Moreover, this part is a blind spot in the field of vision, so I couldn't see these things if I didn't take pictures in front of the mirror.
Regret surged up, mixed with self-blame and shame, hitting me, and I wanted to slap myself twice.
Last night at the riverside, I was looking at the scenery and Ono was looking at me. His hand had clearly been touching my shoulder, and I turned around and leaned into his arms, wanting to be more proactive, but Ono withdrew his arm at this critical moment.
At that time, I noticed that his eyes had changed, from bright to dim. At that time, I didn't understand what was wrong, and I thought I had seen it wrong...
It turned out that I was not mistaken, there was really a problem. Ono must have seen the red marks on my neck at that time, and he guessed what these red marks were, so he pulled away.
I was completely unaware of this and even suggested to others that I wanted to go to the Yuan family to visit Mr. Yuan and Sister Min.
Ono politely declined, but I even thought I was considerate and made up an excuse, saying that I was visiting an elder as a junior.
How could I still be worthy of being someone's junior? How could I still be worthy of being with Xiao Ye?
Ono didn't say it explicitly at the time, but after I left, his behavior revealed his pain.
No wonder he, who rarely smokes, would lean against the car and light a cigarette. It turned out that he was under a lot of psychological pressure at that time.
No wonder he was on the phone when I called him. It turned out that he was in so much pain that he couldn't bear it anymore and needed to seek help from others.
I even felt regretful.
The reason why I hid the truth from Ono yesterday was not because I wanted to deceive him, but because I didn't want him to get hurt.
Everything that happened between Zhou Hanzhi and I yesterday was due to the effects of the drugs and coincidence, not my personal will.
But the more I worry about something, the more it happens.
The more he feared that Ono would get hurt, the more cruelly he hurt him.
I can’t imagine Ono’s mood at that time. He must have been shocked and painful when he saw the kiss marks on my neck beneath my smiling face.
Perhaps, he was already suspecting at that time that his love was misplaced to a woman who was totally unworthy.
I slowly covered my face with my fingers. I was too ashamed to face myself in the mirror, let alone put on makeup.
Things have developed to this point. How can I still have the face to see Sister Min and Mr. Yuan? How can I still have the face to see Xiao Ye?
However, at this moment, the cell phone rang.
It’s Ono calling.
I was too embarrassed to answer the call, so I just waited for the phone to hang up.
The screen went out, but quickly lit up again. This time, Ono sent a voice message.
I couldn't help but clicked it. Xiao Ye's tone was gentle and cheerful: "I guess my baby must be busy putting on makeup so she didn't have time to answer my call. I also guessed that my baby must not have time to eat breakfast, so my husband brought you breakfast. Have you entered the elevator yet?"
Ono is here.
His attitude towards me is still so gentle and considerate.
But how can I face him now?
"Don't come. I won't..." Not going today.
My fingertips were on the keyboard, and before I could finish typing this message, there was a knock on the door.
Ono's voice was just outside the door: "Baby, I'm here."
The phone fell on the table with a clatter, and I felt panicked and ashamed.
I can't see Ono. I don't have the face to see him.
But how should I deal with him?
Ono is really a nice guy. Even though he already knew that his love was misplaced and he had already begun to want to back out, he still took care of my dignity and fulfilled his promise. So he still came to pick me up as promised today and brought me breakfast.
If I said I wouldn't go at this time, he would definitely ask me until I got to the bottom of it.
Just pretend you’re not at home.
I sat quietly there, not responding or making any sound.
But soon, the phone rang again. It was Ono calling.
Damn, I forgot to put my phone on silent mode.
Along with the ringtone came Xiao Ye's nervous voice: "Baby, are you in there? Why don't you answer the phone? Is there something wrong?
I'll go find the property management to open the door!"
I forgot this point again. Xiao Ye is very good at using tools and is very serious. Every time he can't knock on my door, he will think of asking the property management to help open the door. So even if I pretend to be a little turtle and don't make any sound, I can't trick him into leaving.
Of course I couldn't really ask him to ask the property management to open the door, so I quickly stood up and rushed to the front door: "Xiao Ye, don't go, I'm home!"
"Baby, you're awake. That's great. Open the door quickly. I brought you breakfast, which I made myself. Try it and see if my cooking skills are getting better and better." Xiao Ye's tone changed from worry to surprise, and then he couldn't wait to ask me to open the door.
At this time, I had already reached the gate and stopped, but did not choose to open the door. I took a deep breath and tried to make my tone calm: "Sorry, Xiaoye, I won't go with you today."
"Why? What happened?" Ono outside the door seemed stunned, then asked nervously, "Are you feeling unwell?"
"No."
"Did you not pick out the dress you wanted to wear? Or are you not satisfied with your makeup? Don't worry, honey. Open the door first and let your husband help you. These are not problems and can be easily solved."
"No, none of them. Xiaoye, don't ask anymore." I couldn't control my emotions anymore. I don't know when my voice became tearful. I slid down with my back to the door, squatted on the ground weakly, and hugged my head.
My voice was fragile and trembling: "I'm sorry, Xiaoye, I'm really sorry, it's my fault, thank you for taking care of me and being good to me during this time, I will remember this time, you deserve better..."
I know that even if Ono had the idea of backing out, he would be too embarrassed to initiate the breakup because he had so many favors weighing on his shoulders, and because he had always been so determined. If he initiated the breakup, he would be breaking the agreement.
Therefore, I am the only one who can take the initiative to break up.
"What are you talking about? Stop, stop talking." But before I could finish, Ono interrupted me anxiously.
After this urgent sound, he paused for a moment, and when he spoke again, his tone was calm: "Baby, I know what you want to say, but I think that we should talk about things face to face. This is the minimum respect for each other and our relationship. What do you think?"
His reason convinced me that I should indeed respect Ono and respect this relationship. Even if it is to end, there should be a ceremony. At least it shouldn't end like this.
I slowly got up and opened the door.
A gust of wind blew in.
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