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Chapter 610 I inexplicably felt sorry for him

Du Zhi was stunned when she heard Chu Xin's words. She could clearly hear the disapproval in her words and didn't know what to say next.

Chu Xin sighed again, "If you really love Su Zihang and the child, perhaps you should listen to what he has to say. The child doesn't have the ability to make his own choices, but what about him, an adult? Haven't you had a proper talk?"

This isn't about raising a few cats or dogs; it's about raising a child. The responsibility and burden are much greater. Don't just keep running away; you should at least communicate with the child's father before making any further plans.

After a long pause, Du Zhi finally spoke in a daze, “The reason I’m so determined is because Ahang is all alone in his family. He was disabled when he was in the army and has never been able to find a partner. If my child and I are gone, won’t he be all alone in the future?”

And although I don't know what he's doing now, he goes out every one or two months, sometimes coming back injured. I know he's not a bad person, but I'm worried he might be doing something dangerous. So I'm thinking of having a child to keep him tied down, so he can live a normal life.

After saying that, she sighed again, put her hand on her stomach, and looked even more distressed. She stammered for a long time before slowly speaking.

"Also, I feel that I haven't spent enough time with him. I'm afraid that if I die, he will forget me soon. I want to leave the child so that he won't forget everything we had. This is my most secret and selfish thought. Chu Xin, do you think I'm too vicious? Even after I die, I don't want him to be able to run away to someone else's happiness."

After Du Zhi finished speaking, she buried her face in her hair, her whole body trembling slightly, filled with deep self-loathing.

She didn't actually have this idea at first, but as her health deteriorated and her happy days with Su Zihang dwindled, this irrational, almost insane thought somehow crept into her mind, driving her to do some irrational things.

Before she knew it, her baby's pregnancy had dragged on for six months, and just as all the doctors had said, their lives were indeed at a critical juncture.

Chu Xin frowned deeply when she heard Du Zhi's self-reflection. It was obvious that Du Zhi's body and mind were affected by hormones due to her pregnancy. In addition, she had neither a mother-in-law nor her own mother to take care of and guide her. Su Zihang also spoiled her too much. As a pregnant woman, she had developed a wrong perception without anyone knowing.

Du Zhi loves Su Zihang, loves the child, and of course, loves herself. She doesn't know how to balance these loves, especially given that her days may be numbered. It's normal for her to have some extreme thoughts.

Fortunately, she was still willing to say these things herself, and did not completely let herself be swallowed up by twisted emotions.

“Sister Du Zhi, you did nothing wrong. It’s not wrong to love yourself more and to want Su Zihang to remember you forever. It’s not wrong to give birth to the child either. But you see, when there is no perfect choice, we have to make choices.”

Chu Xin channeled her spiritual power, and every syllable of her words seemed to carry a soothing magic, gently flowing into Du Zhi's heart.

"For example, we can listen to the doctor and not have children for the time being, so that you and Su Zihang can live a long and happy life. We can consider having a healthy child later when your body is stronger or the level of medical care is higher. Isn't that the best of all three?"

"Given your current health condition, we absolutely have to make the necessary choices, right?"

After speaking, Chu Xin let out a long sigh.

Oh my god, persuading people is really not something a human can do. She really had to suppress her temper to avoid saying those things in a harsh, indifferent tone, like "I love you, I love you, I love you, I'll suffer the consequences."

I inexplicably felt sorry for Su Zihang.

However, Chu Xin's mind was now filled with growing questions about another issue.

Since Yang Zheng used a recovery potion on Du Zhi, her body should be stronger than before. Why are they all making life-or-death choices as soon as they wake up?

Could it be because it was diluted too much?

No, we can't just listen to what those two are up to; we need to find Yang Zheng and get to the bottom of this.

Chu Xin fell silent, her mind a jumble of thoughts, and Du Zhi also remained silent.

The silence didn't last long. Soon there was a knock on the ward door. It was Zhou Yichen and the others who had finished their conversation and returned.