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Chapter 119: I Just Want to Be Ordinary - Mental Disorder



Chapter 119: I Just Want to Be Ordinary - Mental Disorder

The next morning, the first thing Song Wei did when he woke up was to go see his mother. He felt relieved when he saw her strange yet familiar smile.

At nine o'clock in the morning, the child had already gone to school by himself.

Song Junyang wanted to take his wife out for a walk. He went into the house and changed his clothes. When he went to the living room, his wife was sitting quietly in the living room in a meditation posture. He frowned and said:

"Honey, what are you doing?"

Zhou Leng opened her eyes, looked at Song Junyang with lifeless eyes, and said:

"Go home, let's go home."

Song Junyang said soothingly: "Wife, we are at home!"

A woman's sharp voice rang out: "Go home, go home!"

After Zhou Leng finished speaking, he rushed into the kitchen, found some fruits and vegetables, and stuffed handfuls of them into his mouth, chewing them with big mouthfuls.

Song Junyang did not dare to come over and force her to do anything, but secretly hid the vegetables and fruits. After watching her eat them all, he said:

"No more, I'll take you to buy new ones, okay?"

Zhou Leng nodded, and then the two of them arrived at the hospital.

Zhou Leng was very obedient and cooperative throughout the whole process, but when she saw the doctor, she rushed over and grabbed the doctor's clothes and shouted, "Go home, go home!"

Five minutes later, she was sedated.

Zhou Leng finally calmed down. She lay in a comfortable chair. The doctor who had been treating her asked, "Think carefully, which home do you want to go back to, and where do you want to go back to?"

Zhou Leng just murmured unconsciously: "Go home, go home."

The doctor said softly, "Lv Xiaoqin, close your eyes now and relax. We are on our way home. There are green ginkgo trees on the roadside and cicadas are chirping. You will be home soon. Now you are at the door of your home. What do you see?"

The only sound in the room was the woman's breathing. After a long while, she said, "Rice fields and a yard."

"Think carefully about where you are now?"

"Xiangyang County, that's my lover's home."

Song Junyang frowned slightly. He came from there and went through a lot of efforts to become a criminal policeman in Kyoto. Now his wife only remembered that place. The home she wanted to return to was Xiangyang?

The doctor asked a few more questions, and then Zhou Leng stopped answering. She fell asleep. She was tired after all the trouble.

When she woke up again, Zhou Leng was on Song Junyang's back, and he was carrying her to the parking lot. She turned her head in another direction and continued to sleep soundly.

Song Junyang put his wife on the bed. He walked to the door with a thoughtful look on his face, took the shopping bag, locked the door and left.

Everything seems to have returned to yesterday.

When Song Junyang opened the door, he saw his wife sitting on the sofa watching Animal World. Even her posture seemed to be the same as yesterday. He silently put down the cloth bag, then closed the door and changed his shoes.

The voice and tone almost repeated everything from yesterday, and the woman continued:

"I'm watching Animal World. I haven't watched it for a long time. Today I suddenly wanted to watch it. What vegetables did you buy? I haven't cooked for you for a long time. Let me cook tonight."

Song Junyang was truly terrified at this moment. He did not reply but stood up and looked at his wife intently.

Zhou Leng ignored his gaze, she walked to the man and picked up the bag, she said:

"I haven't cooked for you in a long time. Let me cook today." Without waiting for the man to answer, she went into the kitchen and started cooking.

When Song Wei returned home, he was greeted with hot meals and a hug from his mother.

At the dinner table, the mother and son discussed the courses he had learned today. Only Song Junyang remained silent, but Song Wei ignored him. He had resentment towards his father, so he hardly communicated with his father in this family.

On the third day, the children shouted "go home" and ate a lot during the same day. After school, they copied and pasted the previous day's behavior. Song Wei didn't think it was a big deal, but Song Junyang couldn't stand it anymore.

In the middle of the night.

Song Junyang sat on the balcony with the window open and smoking. He had spent half his life walking from Xiangyang to Kyoto, and worked hard to get a two-bedroom, one-living-room apartment in a good location and five medals and certificates. But apart from that, what else did he have? He had a wife who became mentally ill because of him and a son who was not close to him.

"Dad, what are you doing?"

Song Wei went to the bathroom in the middle of the night and found someone smoking. He asked with some concern.

"Son, come here, Dad wants to talk to you."

A big one and a small one stood outside the window looking at the cars passing by on the road.

Song Junyang thought for a moment and said:

"Your mother looked fine these past two days, but she's still a little abnormal during the day. She keeps asking to go home, so I took her to see a doctor. The doctor said it's best to go along with her. She meant to go back to Xiangyang County. Dad is a little unsure. You're studying now, and it would be better to go to Kyoto for both your education level and the college entrance exam, but your mother's affairs can't be delayed. Although you're still young, Dad wants to ask for your opinion, too."

"Dad, please take my mom back to Xiangyang. It doesn't matter where I study, but I only have one mom. I'm scared. I'm scared that one day she'll leave me."

Song Junyang was silent for a while before he said:

"We can't go back to the village if we want to go back. We have to live in the county first and ask your uncle to find you a primary school. We'll move back when your mother gets better."

Song Wei felt very insecure. He was not worried about himself, but about Lu Xiaoqin, so he was silent and suddenly asked seriously, "Dad, will you always be with Mom? Will you?"

Song Junyang reached out and patted his son's shoulder and assured him:

"Don't worry, Dad will always be with you and Mom and will never give up on Mom. Go back to sleep, you have to go to school tomorrow."

The father and son went back to their rooms, but except for Zhou Leng who was sleeping soundly, both of them couldn't sleep.

The next day.

When Song Wei went to school, Zhou Leng started to act crazy again, and then his hands and feet were tied up in the bedroom.

Song Junyang called his third brother.

There are three brothers in the Song family. Song Jun and Yang Xinger are considered the most promising children in the family.

The eldest brother Song Junzhi is farming in the village, and the old couple of the Song family also live with their eldest son. However, since Lu Xiaoqin went crazy, Ge Ying went to the capital to take care of his daughter-in-law and grandson, and has only been back to the village for about a month. The third brother Song Junang drives for a leader in the county, so he has some connections.

"Brother, it's not easy for you to call me, what's the matter?"

"Can you help me find a suitable second-hand house in the county? A two-bedroom house will do. I plan to bring your sister-in-law and the children back to live there for a few years. My child will also transfer to another school to study."

Song Junang asked tentatively: "Brother, are you okay?"

Song Junyang replied: "It's okay, I just retired early."

The other party said in a relaxed tone:

"Brother, you are the best. You retired at the age of 40. You can spend your pension from the capital in our county. You will live a life of luxury. Besides, my sister-in-law may get better faster if she comes to live with us. I will start asking around today and I will write to you as soon as possible."

Song Junyang knew that his brother was trying to comfort him, so he said:

"Don't tell Dad yet. Wait until I move back and settle down before telling them."

"Okay, brother, you can rest assured that I will do the job."

After Song Junyang hung up the phone, he quickly went into the house and looked at his wife who had calmed down. He untied the ropes and was then slapped in the face by Zhou Leng.

Zhou Leng just wants everyone to be at peace, but makes Song Junyang anxious every day. Although he has quit drugs now, drug abuse will damage his brain nerves, and he will relapse once he comes into contact with those people again. Therefore, Zhou Leng cannot let him have some free time, either mentally or physically.


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